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PANIC ATTACK

by CLIFFFS

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1.
Undone 02:01
go to bed lights off until this all makes sense no one can sleep no chance of dreaming on this fence I know this can’t be undone I never thought the shadows were more than just a laugh I never thought it’d fill up and spill out this bath
2.
Manatee 01:18
went for a drive it’s overcrowded where I’m from don’t wanna be around no one but I don’t get far it’s all the same when I’m alone you’d think by now I would’ve known I feel locked up followed a cloud it looked like a manatee I found at the aquarium in town I thought he was my doctor I felt better knowing he was next to me
3.
I forgot to forget to stay in now I feel like a creep it’s enough to give in than go out and feel like a creep the ceilings coming down and I’m gonna fall into the salt I get up I get dressed I look good (bad) I feel like a creep
4.
It started out like any other days go like dollar bills with a feeling you can’t shake off there’s no film, there’s only stills suddenly your vision blurs you can’t breathe you’re dizzy now with no impending doom no reason and no control here anyhow you’re freaking out you start to run you look around for someone to tell you where you can hide as though this panic is floating in the air Shouting now, you try to find them- all the words you wanna say: that all or nothing won’t define you but all or nothing is at stake and you don’t know what it’s all about you think that everyone’s a mirror and my reflection’s about you but I’m caught up in the same thing look around, it’s nothing new maybe it’s the right reaction maybe it’s the only way you realize the one’s who don’t freak out are the one’s who aren’t okay
5.
Everyone I know is fine they tell me every time a perfect day goes by a perfect time to say nothing I just start something I can’t keep my mouth shut I can wreck a mood and it’s all gone wrong One time is all it takes for me to find mistakes and when I’m looking in a mirror I begin something I just can’t say nothing I can’t keep my mouth shut I can wreck a mood
6.
lie awake on the floor I try to sleep what’s the point? I’m filled with anxiety it can get the best of me you don’t care about it you don’t care at all it’s gonna take a lot of time to figure out how to climb out of this hole in my head I try to yell, I cough instead and I might try psychics I make a call she says hello I can’t sleep she says I already know will it be okay? She says not until you pay
7.
I got a lump in my throat I gotta fix this now I got a hole in my boat I gotta fix this now I don’t need your help
8.
Panic Attack 01:32
panic attack! I don’t know why this all came down on me tonight
9.
Dark Clouds 01:17
You can stay here today sleep in until they’ve gone away I’m finding sunlight can be blinding sometimes you need reminding that right now is better than a somehow it’s better than a someday either way you can stay sleep in until they’ve gone away no one can take away what we’ve got it’s all been here, we’re self taught don’t live for finding out what’s in store it’s not that I’m against more but dark clouds are a gift
10.
you can’t always go back home if you do it won’t match your mind you say you won’t be scared there’s nothing left in there to remind you can never unlearn now if you do it won’t match your mind you say a little prayer there’s something left in there to remind drown the thought!
11.
Stipe 02:15
You say you’re dead inside that’s just a phrase you say no holiday can stamp out this phase but I’ve met the one who wrote this book before and I can tell you how it ends: sistine chapel floor sometimes I blink and years have gone away sometimes I wait around forever for a day to end and when it does I just want more the earth spins around no one looks down at the sistine chapel floor
12.
Tilt 01:55
I can’t sleep at night I’ve got these voices in my head they keep me up they say that I’m not good enough for you they tell me I’m a fake and they make me feel so worthless for the record they don’t care if I work this out for a second I’ll believe they’re right This is the only way you’ll know what’s on my mind I won’t type down, post up, for strangers I don’t care about but I’ll shout and I’ll sing all out of tune and then soon I’ll feel connected time, it’s only worth my time when I’m chasing down the spiders in my head but it takes some luck and now it’s running through my veins and I’m pulling back the reins on doubt and I shout and I shout! and it tilts the machine
13.
Life 01:04
we’re just getting started we’re done

credits

released February 14, 2020

All songs written by John Dufilho (elephant cloud music | ascap)
Recorded at Electrofonic Studios with Rip Rowan
and Elmwood Recording with Alex Bhore
Mixed at kdB Studios by John Dufilho
Mastered by Dan Coutant at Sun Room Audio

Keys on "you are freaking out" and "undone" by Rich Martin
Guitar on "tilt" by Blake Ibanez
Guest psychic - Vanessa Peters

Cover design by Dufilho
Layout design and photo montage by Trey Carmichael
Cover photo of Richard Winfield by Allison V. Smith
Montage photos by Jim RIddle

thanks to:
Rip Rowan, Robert Jenkins, We Know Better Records, Eric Allen, John Pedigo, Kevin Brown, Trey and everyone at State Fair, Dave at Custom Made, Rich, Vanessa, Blake, Jeff Ryan, Alex Bhore, Brent Couchman, Allison Smith, Richard Winfield, Jason Garner

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